Hey guys. Goddamn is this a lousy day. Im late for class right now, but Im just gonna skip it. Im tired, nobody’s gonna be there anyhow, and I hate the world and everything in it. GRRRRRR… Me and the boyfriend have been in a tiff for the past couple of days - I just dont know what to do with him. I have an idea of what his problem is, its just that theres nothing I can do it solve it. Im depressed, he’s depressed and its putting us at eachothers throats. Im depressed because I found out my dad has been putting money in my account, and I feel like a total heel for taking money from them. I didnt really realize he was doing so, Im really bad at keeping a check book and I have been a little better with spending less, so when I looked at my account and it looked healthy, I didnt question it. Nope, dad’s been putting stuff in, which makes me feel like shit cause I know the family’s strapped for cash right now. I need to fill out a social card application so I can get a new card and get a job. I need to pass all these classes this semester. I need to get some federal aid or a scholarship. And its just all not working out.
On top of that the boyf’s car died this weekend while we were in Witchita, so we’ll be spending this Thanksgiving break trying to get it fixed, and thats going to cost money… Im to the point where I honestly think he should move back to KC so he can find some better paying jobs more easily. Yeah, it sucked commuting to see eachother, but he doesnt seem to be motivated at ALL here to find a job or figure out what he’s doing in life. At least KC kinda FORCED him to do those things. Because obviously Im not helping him by being supportive and he doesnt take my advice seriously at all. Im just there to hug and have dinner with apparently.
Im sorry guys, Im just venting. I just really hate myself and the world right now. If this is Thanksgiving, I hate to see what Christmas is going to be like.
Misha: Nice av!! Sorry about your troubles. I guess people think their troubles are more serious and then they hear someone else’s. So we’ve all got problems to deal with then? Well, I hope that Turkey Day goes really well to help make up for a shitty turn of events. Hope those b/f troubles aren’t too serious and that it won’t cost too much to fix that car. And forgive me for sounding fresh, but if you and your b/f get into it again there’s always “MAKE UP SEX”. Anyway…Happy Turkey Day to you as well as everyone else.
Don t do that why? dont sucum to the dick. Dont let the dick do what the mind does not. Isnt witchta in Ok? “Inside your head, no ones there, i dont think i ll ever be… and i dont care”. -Google dolls.
"Any where the wind blows, anywhere the sea breaks, anywhere the earth quakes. Let this world explode, take me to a new place… nothing in my suit case. Now go , anywhere the wind blow
Now go, anywhere the wind blows…as people following ever where, buses, taxs, phones and faxs. But i’m already there…"
Lauren Christy-
The point is to calm ur self.
Have you ever wondered Why do we grow old and die?
or
Are there sound reasons for believing in God?
anyway…Misha, hopefully this aggrevation will pass soon for you. vent anytime though, we ALL understand. oh i had a couple of more ideas for the LJ-idea I’ll pm you about it later.
Satomi: still haven’t received the myth, yet. but i’ll let you know as soon as it arrives and after i’ve read it, my thoughts on the piece.
Rubes: my friend barb in STL feels the exact same way about Tori Amos; she would leave her husband for Tori if she called :lol: celeb-fantasies are great. I’m gonna try to see the Bond flick this weekend or next. In fact I may spend all of December at the movies…so many great new ones coming out this x-mas
i don’t know what else to say …i always just read the last page every once in a while and i have no idea what you guys are discussing…so im just waiting until i read something that i can reply to…too many pages and im lazy
I’ve got a WTF situation of my own right about now. I just got up and was checking my emails and I got a message from my stlaker accusing me of slashing her tires and how she’s had to spend $600 to replace them. Now I’m not the type of person to do that, but my guess is that she’s being delusional in that she’s seeing things, is damaging her car on purpose, or she’s fucking crazy. She’s threatened to do damage to my car. Now I’m a tad bit worried. I’ve got the email message saved on my comp. Would showing it to my boss be the right move?
print that email out and cc it to your boss, a lawyer, the cops, and to the stalker herself with a note about her past stalker behaviour attached to it. if she sees that you’ve notified the authorities as well as your boss it MIGHT curb the threatening emails. you should really just file a tresspassing order against her ass in the first place; esp because restraining orders take too long and are only temporary. block her ass out of your email too. this bitch got problems; and with no proof all she’s doing is slandering you…as well as annoying the hell out of you.
And kitty, why do u like that heavy metal band? All s she does is scream!! i heard that band last night, sounds like a guy most of the time. Get some taste, maybe U ll liked disturbed.?How old ar u again, and i imagine since kitty is ur HANDLE u ar a girl right from oK?
Angielina74 WOULD u happen to be a high school grad? Becuase maybe u know what Metaphorically means? And its not stalker and even if it is to u, you should get a new way of thinking.I was say Metaphorically Taco Chan and me broke up as in wHatever arrangment we had. Are communication has been severed. Ask her why. She s going out on lim dating long distance Slim shady, sorry but i ve seen a lot of movies, u could only hope he s not With another girl as u people post. Eh even if you dont believe, i n the end it will show.
Satomiblood
u did say it is near ing the Ok border, well ok how far is Wontanga from there? or from where u live?
Rage: I’m a high school grad and a college grad twice (2 degrees under my belt not including the h.s. diploma) and if you MEANT to speak metaphorically then you should’ve probably typed that in your post instead of assuming that the rest of us here are mind readers!
CLARITY is a beautiful thing, is it not. That post is pretty damn vague in my book…don’t see any mention of “metaphorically speaking” in there or of a friendship/whatever. And why you’re bothering to post shit about TC is beyond me. Her life is her business, and obviously she doesn’t want to include you in it anymore. and what the hell does MOVIES have to do with real life shit in the first place??? yeah if anyones “way of thinking” needs to be changed, it’s yours. :lame:
Ang: I let my boss know. But for some reason I have the urge to just knock her the fuck out. I mean, in today’s society hitting a girl is inappropriate, but I think it all depends in what happens. I mean, just because society says girls shouldn’t be hit doesn’t mean that they can act in ways that are unacceptable. Bah, hopefully that gets taken care of.
THE RAGE: Desperate people do desperate things. Put that one down in your notebook.
**Rage: no i do not like the band…the band spells it Kittie anyways…Disturbed is the shittiest band i have ever heard and i am 18 from Az…stupid illiterate bastard!!! you shouldn’t ASSume things…
You have really sunk an all-time low in my book I would have never thought that you would come on SRK and ask for advice. I thought you were smarter than that but I guess you proved me wrong once again. After talking to my girl KRUSETrunks man she was right. lol :lol: :lol:
Dude just get a life it is old news it was 2 months ago gezzzzzz:o
you’re right but it’s also human nature for people to resort to such deviant behaviour…esp when they can’t have their way shrugs whether it’s flaming each other on a message board, throwing temper tantrums in a store, acting like the guests on a Jerry Springer show, or whatever…deep down we’re all no better than anyone else; regardless of education/upbringing/environment, we all resort to these “lower” forms of behaviour at some point.
anyway, I’m still waiting for the myth to arrive. shrugs must be stuck in holiday traffic or something.
Sat: the myth came today (this afternoon) and postage due…you owe me a $1.42 in postage man. next time get the enveloped weighed, paper has a way of accumulating weight and more postage
I’ll pm you about it later.
