(Sorry for the title, but I’m also in lesbians with Scott Pilgrim)
I’m in love with the game, and I knew it from the very first moment I saw it. Before it was playable, I knew I was going to like it. When I saw it in action for the first time with only Cerebella and Fillia, I knew it was going to be huge. I remember the person interviewing Mike Z wasn’t sure, he thought it was just going to be about girls with head related fighting styles, but I knew better. I could tell, just by the the way they moved and the way everything looked, the finer details on the characters, that a lot of lesbians… I mean love was put into the game, and it was going to be magnificent. But, now that I have the game, I think I should quit.
I didn’t like any of the versus games I’ve played before, mainly the recent ones, so I’ve never had much experience with really fast paced fighters. Thing is, I have fine motor skill problems due to my mental disability. That means two things for playing fighting games.
ONE: I can’t really do combo’s, even the BnB’s people post, as my fingers start spazzing out and doing the same thing at the same time (On a controller, I’ll hit the corresponding direction to whatever attack I hit) or doing 360’s for no reason if I try to throw a special move in there after the combos has been going on for a while (It helps if there are breaks in the combo, like a long (2 seconds) special, or a grab, or a super).
TWO: If I fight someone who rushes me down, I lock up and have a hard time counterattacking. I can block everything they do, but I can’t throw out a competant counterattack, and end up using very unsafe moves in a rush to stop getting block raped. This also means that the humble combos I CAN learn in training mode mean next to nothing if they aren’t being cautious. Yes, I do better against a smart cautious fighter than a rushdown reckless one.
I’ve been playing nearly every day since release day, and I did fine at the beginning when no one knew how to play. At the same skill level, I can outsmart most people in fighting games. But as the days go by, more and more people are abusing rushdown tactics, or using competant combos that take too much from me when I start to spazz. It’s frustrating, ridiculously so, because I’ve spent THREE DAYS (a great majority of the first 48 hours, and a good chunk of the next 24) in training mode after others started picking up combos. I practiced and mastered combos I would have thought impossible for me before (I can get up around 4-6k with each person on my team with no meter and no assists), but I lock up when getting rushed down and can not use anything I have learned.
I blew my shit the yesterday after nearly three hours of online matches, losing most of them. If I didn’t have a punching bag in my apartment, I would have broken the controller, a wall, some furniture, or maybe even my hand punching something. I’ve NEVER done anything like that before. It’s so frustrating because I desperately want to be good at this game, more so than any game I have ever encountered (not just fighting games). It’s like someone who wants to be a writer but has dyslexia, or someone who wants to play basketball but can’t cordinate dribbling and moving. This game is right for me, I know it. This game just connects on a level I haven’t experienced before, and even when I’m losing and know I should stop, I can’t help but start another match. I have no idea what to do.
For referrence, I’m using Cerebella, Ms.Fortune, and Filia. I can either use them on their own, or two/all together, depending on my mood. I have no problem with juggling multiple characters. Without my problem, I’m confident I could win many matches using everyone except Painwheel (I like her, but we don’t click).