Based on your responses here and your general level of butt frustration, I dont think you have thick enough skin to survive extended contact with the FGC in person. Yeah there are a lot of really nice, down to earth, cool humble dudes. But there are also a lot of people that arent.
Honestly I think it would only take a few times of a dude double perfecting you and popping off with “Nigga you’re fucking trash. Free ass scrub got opened up like a can of beans at a homeless shelter take your whack ass home”, before we see you on youtube talking about how you wanted to do money matches so people would play seriously because you’re “not a real nigga”.
Next thing you know, you become a laughing stock like Low Tier Fraud God, you lose self esteem and bail.
Now you can draw parallels here to, I dont know, wanting to become a famous hollywood actor. There are definitely many hardships to overcome in that path, and success is uncertain. The difference here though, is that being big in the FGC has quite a few hardships in the same vein, mostly finding the time to become world class in a video game, while also attempting to not starve to death.
But you see, if you overcome the hardships of the hollywood path, if successful, the payoff is worth it. You could end up snorting blow off of a fan girls tits in one of the 12 living rooms in your $100 million mansion. But if you overcome the hardships of the FGC and become a big name, the payoff still isnt worth it. You’ll get a nice chunk of change when and if you so happen to win a tournament yeah. But it wont last that long, and income is uncertain and not guaranteed. No retirement plan. No insurance benefits. For it to be worth it, you have to be first place in every single tournament you can attend. That isn’t even plausible.
Being a professional gamer can be a viable way of supporting yourself. Unfortunately, being a professional street fighter is not part of that group. You want to live on being good at a game. You gotta be able to win majors in DOTA, or pretty much any fucking MOBA. Call of Duty in the worst case scenario.
Fighting games are the most fun tournament level video games to watch in this entire sub culture. It has all the facets. Hype, Comedy, Drama, Action and other such things. But it doesnt pay well.
Maybe go to tournaments with a name other than Hanako though eh? Hanako may be best girl, but you dont want to be the Katawa Shoujo weeaboo that gets told to go play an anime fighter or something.