You know not everyone pays hospital bills right? Hospital is free here and you don’t need insurance for it either. It’s actually like that in most of the developed world outside of America. You project a lot Boog but really man Drizzt is right. Trolling and SRK go hand in hand, it’s part of the culture of the FGC to give people shit but there’s also a time and a place for it and a thread like this isn’t the place man. Some people need to complain, if it’s just whining to you don’t listen but threads like this are EXACTLY for that point as it helps to get shit off your chest sometimes. Others try give advice because they’re decent people, you on the other hand are just an ass.
Seeing a new therapist next week. I miss my old one but she moved and I promised her I’d see her replacement a few times just to see if she’s a good fit. I hope it goes well.
Finding a good fit is the hardest part of talking to a professional
Kaiser has shitty therapist
If he thinks me saying “go to the hospital and say you will kill yourself” is trolling that is his deal
Him saying that here does nothing, don’t know why we even had discussion about using alcohol and weed to numb it
He should go to the hospital
I dont come here to clamor for attention, Booger. I post what I post here so I can just get that shit off my chest. I have no other outlet. Stop posting in here, dude.
It’s all good posting here man, you’ll get good advice and bad like anywhere in life, you should try find other outlets though. Even if you have to keep stuff to the chest while you’re out just getting out and doing things is generally good for your mental health.
Ive tried AA but I just cant get with all that “jesus will save us” kinda shit. I’m not religious so I don’t like it. I had a really good counselor but not anymore. I try to talk to my mom, but she don’t give a fuck. So I come here and spout my shit. Just reading it makes me feel a little better.
There’s other shit you can do man. Join a amateur sports team, go to the gym, go play Magic cards or rock up to LAN events like FGC stuff. It doesn’t matter what you do really as long as there are other people there. Don’t go in there like they’re counsellors because they’re not man but just being around others doing something other than yourself can be good.
Its hard to get motivated. Lately my best release is playing fighting games on fightcade. Its fun and completely distracts me. But it only last so long. I work out every morning. I really do try to keep myself distracted but sometimes nothing works and I…go down hill.
I get what your saying. Its just a lot harder done than said most times.
The fact that people think this reply is a joke is really telling.
Drizzt how bad is your drinking bro? Do your hands shake when you are sober? Serious question. Alcohol can be fucking fatal is why I am asking. If you can just ween yourself off of it a little at a time and try and replace it with something else that makes you feel good like some healthy food. Start drinking a shit load more water. Eat a lot less sugar.
Also don’ work out too much man. Take it easy on the stressful shit when you are trying to transition your lifestyle.
I would talk to you in discord but that scumbag @raz0r kicked me out lol. actually idk i am just talking shit XD
You got banned from discord…figures if anyone would get banned it would be you analpalm lool
My whole body shakes when I stop drinking. I sweat, I get sick…even though I may not actually have a hangover it always feels like I have a super hangover. I will drink a lot. I’ll buy that gallon jug of jack daniels and finish it off in one night. I’m a very sever alcoholic.
fuck bro…
therapy in shit aint gonna cut it for you man.
I hate to say it but in YOUR case, you probably will need a pill to deal with the withdrawal symptoms. You need to just straight up talk to a doctor and let them know.
You might need a drastic lifestyle change.
I’m not you, but as an example, who I am now is a lot different than who I was 5 years ago. Big reason was I dropped my partying, doing drugs, and being surrounded by people that only supported my habits. I haven’t drank in 3 years now.
Now I’m focused more than I have been in 10 years of fucking off, and feel like I have genuine ambitions and obtainable goals. That mentality doesn’t happen when your in a pattern that has getting shit faced included.
I’m not trying to toot my own horn, I’m just saying that you need to do some soul searching when your off the sauce and find out what you need to do to get on track. I don’t know your situation and maybe you are in far worse shape than I was ever. But I know others that burned bridges, dropped a lot of habits and focused on things that gets the heart going with out the use of substance.
Good luck
w0rd just for the love of god don’t quit cold turkey, you will fucking die.
you just answered your own cure. I hope you get off that alcohol bro, that shits ruining you, no matter how good of a respite it is for you.
Aren’t you a vet? You should see a VA addiction rep if so. Also, they have pills that prevent alcohol cravings, might want to ask a doctor about them.
Sorry for the late response, I forgot that I even posted here. The advice was high dosages of pure “medical grade” cod liver oil, it really helps. I think the purest brand on the market is omacor.
Currently stuck between feeling like I deserve the terrible situations I get from people, because my illness makes it seemingly impossible to do well in most important areas in life, and feeling angry because I’m doing everything in my known power to be a productive adult again, but I’m still catching shit from other people.
What do SRK?
This is stupid you need to see a doctor
Chemical dependency is as much physical as it is emotional
Fighting addiction alone is not healthy, also your environment is not conducive to your recovery. I think you said you relapsed due to stress.
There is non-jesus aa, and it is called going to a mental health and seeing your doctor.
You are pretty much poisoning yourself
Get help
Be a man. Are you working? Do you have insurance? Seek counseling and continue to work hard
It is easy to fall into the abyss of self loathing, working hard is your best bet to escape it