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*Opera closed her eyes and leaned her head against Vincent. “…I like this. And I enjoyed…well…” She trembled a little. “Just what kind of person am I if I’m feeling these things? For someone other than the one waiting for me?”
I
.know too true of what you so speak of.*
Vincent for the first time in over thirty years could not contain the rapid beat in his chest. Only mere minutes ago, he was on his way back to the Planet, back to finding out what happened to Cloud. To Sephiroth. And then back to finding what he purpose he had being near her caverns and ice.
Now, he found himself in an embrace with a woman who could not contain her own feelings, and seemed to be breaking down to the point of tears. And Vincent wanted to comfort her.
*You like her, Valentine.
Be quiet, Chaos.
No, I will just relax and let the drama unfold itself.*
Staying quiet to both Opera and Chaos, Vincent took a deep breath, and gently resumed stroking operas hair, trying the best he could to calm the three-eyed woman down and soothe her in any way possible
And tried to calm his shaking breath as well.
Vincent could feel Opera struggle for breath against his body, and she struggled to talk, trying not to let her voice fail her, How am I supposed to face him when I feel this way about someone else, someone I may never see again? Someone I just met?
Opera began to shiver in Vincents hold, and he tried not to pay attention to it, knowing she would not want him to know. Closing his eyes, Vincent remarked carefully, I do not know…
But you want to. And so does she.
Her voice staggered, and she didnt bother hiding the hoarse sound coming from her throat, I don’t know either…I don’t even know how I’m going to go back and see him when right now, I don’t want to go anywhere at all… She paused a moment, and tried to take a deep breath, but couldnt and her breath caught, And considering how far I chased him, that scares me…
Before Vincent had time to think about his actions, he drew Opera in closer to his body, wanting to calm her down and steady her breathing. He moved his hand into between her sculpted shoulder blades, feeling them easily against her snug dress, and he gently ran his hand down her back, trying to release pressure from her. He could feel Opera stagger for breath as she tried not to cry, Vincent just gently stroked in the middle of her shoulder blades and the small of her back, and said quietly, You are someone who has perhaps chased too long without knowing for sure…
*Ah, you are one to speak on that matter.
Do not ruin the moment I wish to hear nothing.
And deny myself the pleasure of seeing you relaxed for the first time in thirty years?
That is not your motive, and both you and I know that.*
Opera turned slightly in his grasped, squinted her eyes, and speak quietly, You…may be more right than you know, Vincent heard her breath draw in a faster pace than before, God, I…
Vincent thought he heard her give off an involuntary gasp, and she shuddered again in his arms, My heart is pounding, and my hands are trembling, and I don’t want to move, don’t want to be anywhere but where I am. Mere days ago, I only wanted to be by his side again, and now… Opera swallowed hard, the lump in her throat seemed to grow more than vanish, and Vincents breathing picked up as well, I dread facing him as much as I fear the enemy we’ll battle when we get back. What’s happened to me?
Vincent began to add pressure to his finger tips that ran up and down her back, and he tried to soothe her as much as possible. He glanced an eye up at the rest of the surrounding area, and noticed no one in the general vicinity of where he and opera stood, but could hear the music and sounds of a party at the same time. All of the volcanoes in the area seemed to surround him, and he liked the feeling.
Feeling Opera seemingly hiccup to breathe properly, Vincent kept stroking at her back, and Opera relaxed slightly.
*I feel as though I am having dj vu, Valentine. Care to inform me why I feel so?
Because I have done this before.
And even the volcanoes look like those mountains*
I do not know… Vincent started quietly, keeping his hand even up and down her back, Maybe you realized something you had not before…
And if I have…what do I do with the knowledge? Where do I go from here? She nearly whimpered, and he shook his head instead of shrugging his shoulders, and shifted slightly on his feet, keeping his hand still on Operas back, feeling her tremble slightly where his hand met her dress.
A moment passed, and Vincent gently started again kneading her back, That is up to you to decide.
What wonderful words of wisdom. I will make sure to remember such fine terminology.
Right now I just want to be exactly where I am…no matter how wrong it probably is to want that. Opera remarked quietly, and Vincent did the best he could not to go completely still, and hoped that she didnt notice.
*Well, you hear that Valentine? It seems as if something good is going to come from this.
It means nothing.
Do not fool yourself. She cares quite a lot for you.*
Vincent nodded his head slowly, and continued massaging Operas back, and he could feel her breathing slow down enough to where she could take in a deep breath and not have it stagger.
*Look how much she calms down after your touch. I wonder if she realizes what type of person is giving her such thoughts?
Everyone needs someone to help them through a time of need
Ah, but did you not use yours thirty years ago?*
This feels better than it should…I don’t want to go anywhere… Opera admitted quietly to Vincent, a slight flush forming on her cheeks, and Vincent tried hard to have his breathing catch, But I have to. Eventually. And I’m not ready. They’re…he’s…going to expect the same Opera that left, but I…I’m not who I used to be. How do I explain any of it?
By facing the facts, Vectra, and about time you be honest with yourself, and finally realize you have been nothing but a lap dog for dear Ern. Literally.
Trying hard not to snarl at Chaos, Vincent tightened up instead but immediately relaxed again, feeling Opera tense up when he did. She lifted her head to look at him, and he stared back, keeping his expression non-readable, and slowly dragged his hand up to her neck, gently squeezing at the base to relieve pressure. Operas eyes seemed to relax, and she brought her head down and gently rested her forehead against Vincents shoulder, inhaling slowly.
Vincent could feel the knots in Operas neck loosen somewhat, and he continued gently, I do not know… he started, feeling Opera take a sudden intake of air, It is your choice to be honest with him or not…
*Or stay here and find a private room with Rin Tin-Tin here.
Chaos*
Growling mentally, Vincent clenched his left arm a moment to release his own pressure, and head Opera give a shuddered breathe in his hold. Looking down at Opera, Vincent could faintly smell her hair, and he brought his hand under the hair on her neck, touching her bare skin and began rubbing again. He felt Opera go still a moment in surprise, her breathing cut off short by his touch.
And… Opera began, and Vincent could tell clearly she was having trouble breathing evenly, It doesn’t help that it hurts to feel this way for you, knowing we may never meet again…knowing it’s…that you…
Nearly snagging his own breathing, Vincent nodded slowly, and gently pushed on her neck to bring her head down to his shoulders, and he waited to listen to what she had to say next, trying to cover his own thoughts and not concentrate on where his hands where.
*You are holding her rather fondly, Valentine tell me, does she have the same build as she?
Do not torment with that now, Chaos. Not now
I am in question as to why your heart is spinning as fast as it did when you first met Lucrecia.
You do not know th-
On the contrary, Valentine, I know exactly.*
Opera started to tremble, and much more than she had before, I…do you even…the way I’m feeling right now… Her voice was strained as if she was ready to cry, and she squinted her eyes, but not before a tear left her cheek and landed on Vincents shoulder.
Her rapid breathing continued as Vincent used his thumb and finger tips to ease out the pressure from Operas neck, and he said quietly, Opera… of anything I could…
*No. I
Well?
Chaos, I have*
Sighing deeply, Vincent lowered his head slightly, and brought his cheek to the left side of Operas head, and gently rested his cheek against her hair, closing his eyes and letting out another sigh.
have
Opera spoke calmly, and something in Vincent skipped, Just…just don’t…let go. I know it’s wrong of me to want this, but I…just want to stay like this.
Vincent felt Operas arms hesitantly slip to his hip, and he squinted his eyes, leaning his cheek a little more into Operas hair. His hand slipped back down to her lower back, and Vincent gently pulled Opera in closer to him, and she responded to his will, while he went back to gently running his hand down her back.
She tightened her arms against him for the moment, speaking softly, I just want to stay here…
*In a land of volcanoes?
That looks like a terrain of mountains.
Which could have very well been volcanoes*
Opera started to tremble heavier than what she had before, and she pressed herself against Vincent to steady herself. He brought up his left arm for the first time, and gently laid it across the back of her shoulder, keeping his fingers away from her skin and dress, not wanting to cut her. Making his right hand a little more firm, Vincent stroke Operas back, and feeling her tremble drop but her breathing pick up a little faster than what it had been before.
Opera calmed herself enough to let out a long, drawn out sigh, and spoke softly, I don’t want to be anywhere but here…
TO BE CONTINUED