you dog.
i feel so awkward still living “in the closet”. last night i went to do some last minute errands. i went to the pharmacy first to pick up some meds, and it happen to be a long line. i didn’t know where the line started so i snaked around for the end. there’s this large convex mirror above the cashier window and i noticed this really attractive bear-like guy stand behind me. i was alone in the line and i was caught off guard becuase i dont see many of that kind of people in my town. I kept taking quick glances at him through the convex mirror becuase i really couldn’t believe my eyes. I was nervous as heck wondering if he caught me glacing at him. anyway, i finally get to the cashier, pickup the meds, and when i’m about to leave i accidently brushed his shoulder but time was ticking so i didn’t apologize and rushed to the grocery store.
at the grocery store, dawdling around for birthday cakes and other things, i noticed he happened to go to the grocery store as well. i really tried not to stalk him with my eyes, i had to get the list done, heh. As i’m about to finish my list by picking up some eggs, and in the same aisle i noticed he looked pretty lost. He had a piece of notepad paper in his hand, looking for something. i was the only one in the aisle, and he approached me. i sorta tensed up, he was so attractive. built like a bear, totally macho. I was casual and he was sorta embarrased that he couldn’t find the yogurt. i walked him to where it was, my mind racing with ideas. i couldn’t tell his orientation as i’m still new to these things. but i just shrugged it off after and said to myself “he’s straight, oh well.”
he was built like a muscle bear, mid 20s, somewhat short (5’8"5-10"), not ripped but modest firm muscle, i could tell he was hairy by the looks of his forearms and calves.
aaaah, i was in a hopeful, wishful crush state the rest of the night. someone that handsome in this town? not likely, but hey, people can work elsewhere but live in a quiet town like this, away from the big city noise, and he was probably just out late running a last minute errand, same as me.
anyway, what are ya’lls definition of “your” bear type? the one you prefer.
you’re strongly encouraged to go into heavy detail.