Fuck, Yesterday was the best bday ever.
I’ll keep it short, but I saw Brian (my bear coworker) naked at my place. No, nothing happened, he was simply changing getting ready since we were going out to the bars. I was in the living room talkin to my BF on the phone and he just starts undressing like it’s nothing. I was like WTF trying to not look to excited. He changed his shirt then he took his pants and he was in the undies. Then he took those off too since he was going to be freeballing. And he was talking to me the whole time while he was doing it. I was like 
:looney::lovin: He’s so furry, and has a nice belly, and just cute overall…agh.
Then later that night it was me, him, his BF and my other co worker (who I REALLY have the hots for) bars, then dinner. Long story short, me and my other co worker ending up kissing a few times, and I was feeling him up during dinner, rubbing his belly, his nipples, and playing with his dick (though his pants). He was then whispering that I wanted to blow him, and if I wanted him to fuck me, and he got more imaginitive as the night went on…This was sooooo nice, since I’ve had the hots for him since I started there, and although we hang out after work, and I’ve been to his place and everything, nothing has ever happened. We’ve never even hugged or anything, much less kiss, and I’ve hinted a lot about how I feel about him, but we talk most of the time through work email, and rarely say things we would say in email when we are face to face. He had only had one drink when he started feeling “accidently” rubbing my crotch. I was on my 3rd by then, but what I"m saying is he started, and he couldn’t have been drunk by then…Maybe he was waiting for me to turn 21 or something, I don’t know.
I took the day off just incase I was too hung over, but I ended up going to work and went out with my co workers (including him) for lunch. I thought it would be awkward at first, but it was like nothing. The other co workers there are these two girls…we’re all really good friends, but we said we weren’t going to talk about us going to a gay bar, although they knew that’s where we went. When they asked how did it go, we just said…um it was nice. When I dropped them off at work he just said “Happy 21st Birthday once again” and he rubbed my shoulder. He’s going to Palm Springs next weekend to visit his friend, and I spoke to his friend too and I’m supposed to hang out them. My BF is in New Jersey for a wedding that weekend so he won’t be there…
So that was last night…tonight my friend from High School and his friend (a really crazy girl) are coming over and then they’re coming to the bowling alley for the gay league, since I’m 'spossed to get cake and stuff…AND NOW I CAN FINALLY DRINK THERE. 
Should be fun…
