new meds made me trow up every time i eat. literally on E.
other than that… despite this hell week, i noticed this…
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that’s crazy. i’ve never been that thin. after that 80’s easter, l was always over weight. any movie that had someone chunky, “thats you!”.
#65.
talk about, “sweep the leg”…low
$1080… *tries to flip over a table and can’t".
my chemotherapy has been canceled twice due to WBC being too low, ironically due to the chemo, and kept throwing up even with me taking meds for dat nausea right then and there! been praying & man-tears like crazy. i couldn’t even walk leaving UNMC. this is the 1st time ive ever gone like this… septic pneumonia, possible stomach removal, chronic homelessness [this time not for a report] car transportation issues [which is a shared vehicle], can’t eat without trowing up mid-conversation after mea[no warning at all]… WHAT ELSE YOU WANT TO THROW AT ME, HUH?! oh, i brok3 my glasses because i fell, cement, due to my doc saying, “extreme fatigue caused by my meds!”. despite the success of our 1st goal being achieved, i’m literally going through hell and i so want to fuck the devil up. i want to kick his ass so bad because i know he’s behind this. the only good news i got yesterday, i finally got some bbq from my favorite weekends only, guy and stopped my nausea by accident by standing while eating, & my oncologist hooked me up with a pill form of morphine & meth-no, metron[for my insomnia]. in the past, chemotherapy kills my taste buds for 10 days. can’t eat meat cuz it tastes like feet, so those only 2 days i can eat. but salt is an issue. got chemotherapy trial 3 this 1pm. morphine helps too well… no pain [finally bcuz i have back pain, lvl 7,] but it makes me slightly dizzy. can’t drive so the hospital is getting me. im living in a different county, but they getting me any way. also, yeah ALSO , loosing my medical leave this may. gotta work from home [bet!], but i have stoma [my stomach shit pouch ] reversal surgery… the heat is ooon.
guess what daaaay it is? I’ll give you a clue: [details=Spoiler]chemotherapy related…[/details]
In the middle of the night? Are you sure you’re in a hospital and not a voo doo clinic?
Sounds like either a starter or a software issue. Hopefully it’s the former as the latter is a helluva pain to diagnose.
Chemo is hell. I’ve had two relatives and a friend undergo it and it wasn’t pretty. Really dunno what to say other than “hang on and stay strong”.
hate to say it but we need more donations to us out of hole. another like $400. please tell other gamers that we need the help . i really want to make some hoodies with my design and some custom fitted caps. i actually feel that those design are better than my NI`s.
WBC cominup... on a Sunday...but my pharmacy was closed at fothuray. shiet closing up! “with badly written songs with better lyrical parodies”.
Anti-April fools, updizzle w/ some edi-zzile: [details=Spoiler] source= my FB post: "if your having problems seeing the updated youtube link hit me up in a private message . if just want out of this and ure offended there’s a unsubscribe link somewhere. FB can be difficult to use then the element of, “how dis even wawk?!” makes things worse. just keep in mind, cancer could care less if you’re offended and 80% of my associates & colleagues aren’t saved. nor should you be concern about it. there’s people that have contributed b4 you, been more concern than most of you , & participated fund-wise, a lot more. Should I care? not at all. no matter where help comes from, like, dirty hands, a helping hand is still a helping hand especially when the Lord has HIS HANDS INVOLVED![/details]
My hospital, the Ebola-cure 1… UNMC, where dope Asian, Hindu, & Persian girls work at? Chea…, well what happen was, I couldnt get chemotherapy 4 fou days due dem silly WBCs being scouter-breaking "too low" results. was perfect on a never-experienced super silent Sunday. For dat reason, scheduled at 4 is when anyone whom had the ability to mix de chemotherapy was already at da crib being all Greys Anadamy, when House was way better.
Now… UNMCs OneChart gives me mad info, like, this weird thing called, "a schedule *add echo effect here*". they had it set up to do chemotherapy back-to-back... Nah, son... it's for yo chemo pouch and it's not @ 7am but 7pm, Dork. Now, that's the best news I ever got this week. Better den getting a used copy from my local gaming center.... a used copy MGS3 fo $4.95. Inconceivable! Plus…plus my hood version of what i considered breakfast @ Village Inn was actually freaking good! Still after dat to die for good news, got in the mailing from SSI THat I’m SCREWD!
there’s some sick irony behind that news and i know why… money hungry negroes. no, seriously. expect a update on that ASAP in the morning. Rage/Negro Install will not be far behind.
i want to thank yaw again for the kind words & support! I’m too modest at times, but i can’t be like dat anymore especially when i’m being told my medical leave expires soon. This problem has turned me temporarily into a Black Heisenberg. trading drobinal, aka, dragon balls, [synthetic weed] and dat hydrocodizon [pain killer] and that’s ain’t that strong enuff. now i’m on a pill form of morphine… dats that shit right there! other than that, if you’re wanting to donate & be helpful go here: https://www.crowdrise.com/intheblacklabeldapparel/fundraiser/bishopwagner
make sure you guys post up your t-sizes if that’s what you wanted. other fundraising received this doesn’t apply. thank you for me allowed to have help.
is it me or the site running very slow?
mailed for the 9th; got it on the 11th, laid off due to being sick over 180 days. just spoke to HR, my new-ish boss, Snow, and the Union about coming back .via "working from home"happen days ago over the phone. I told them to send any info, mail, email, phone it’s whatever to keep shit running. nothing. so now i risk loosing my apt? just great . “you got fired on your day off”. i knew from the jump this was too personal and will backfire like it always does. also, outsiders , aka white folks see b.l.a.c.k. they 2nd guess a guy’s stage 4 cancer, yet dump away to a random party without questions. doods doing small issues get tons of support. i’m laid off for no reason other than clerical errors. i may have to reimburse everyone. too much drama for my TNT-ass
Do not reimburse a damn thingjj. Just use the money for what you need it.
Fuck it. You need that money more than people need shirts.
/are yaw seriously thinking this? i mea damn. this issue is fucked all away around.
The issue isn’t really fucked. You needed help to start a fundraiser for yourself and others. Turns out that shit went sour in some ways and now you need the money for yourself. Like I told you in the last page, use the money on yourself. There’s no point in jepordizing your health for the sake of the t-shirts. Can’t take of others if you can’t take care of yourself; so take care of yourself.
Yea shatter man take care off yourself first man, no one is sweating the t shirts, people wanted to help you first and foremost.
Shatterstar I hope you’ll recover through this ordeal.
cosign. I donated because you’re a great guy that I’ve enjoyed over the years. If you had a slightly better morning or day in these rough times, I feel more than suitably repaid.
<3
yeah i lost my job due disability ended.
