man… I’m speechless. Yaw got me in tears… I’m beside myself. I haven’t been the best kind of member of SRk, IMO, so to see this… you just don’t know how this makes me feel, man. just a few moments ago, I was getting stuck for more blood, huh, literally no sleep but it’s crucial right now, I’m being told as a worse case scenario: remove my whole stomach or figure out why I’m back in the Ebola hospital. 50 hours of no food or even juice later, more “complications”. Bacterial air in my stomach, extreme pain because of that air, and just 6 hours ago, a contagious viral bacteria found in my stool. Nurses & Phlebotomist can’t see me now without full on gear. You gotta wash your hands after seeing me.
I just don’t what to say to you guys other than yaw are beyond awesome. Thank you all. Spiritually I love you guys [no homo, lol]. For real. Thank you. I’m so humbled right now… just… WOWED! SMH.
Jesus, hospitals are not fucking around with SRK Yellow Fever anymore. I mean, I knew all those asses were flat, but I didn’t think Tekno Virus’ posts would make somebody actually sick.
just got out the hospital yesterday [kinda like thrown out. space issues and i wasn’t “sick enough”]. Threw up twice. the 2nd time was brutal but im still here. why i was back in the hospital is i fell from extreme fatigue. later in ER, found out i have a strange bacterial condition in my stomach which causes air bubbles and maybe bleeding. worse case scenario: they remove my entire stomach or they monitor me for days. well, 2 days later, they check my stool… more bacterial crap. Nurses, Docs, Phlebotomist can’t see me without full gear.The major part: i hadn’t eaten in over 68 hours! they really kicked me out because i said. “im starving” and i could eat finally.
I’ve gone a few extended periods without eating, but nothing like that. What on Earth tho. You’re not “sick enough”, but they gotta be geared up like Iron Man to come see you? On the good side, you’re able to type, so you’re at least THAT strong. Hope you get better soon mang. We’re all pulling for you over here.
@Starhammer, when i got admitted at first, my surgeon told this worse case scenario as what if stuff doesn’t go right: ''we’ll have to remove your entire stomach if we find potential bleeding and this bacterial air won’t go away or if monitor a few days, if nothing happens, will figure out potentially the issue…" well i’m still here so…!
ugh, unfortunately we have some “unforeseen setbacks”. Explanation:[list=1]
[] car “broke down” 2 days ago. got some groceries and came back, but car wouldn’t start. called AAA for a tow. coo’ right? nope. nothing was wrong with the battery. can’t figure out why it wont start. that guy dosnt deal with tows. wait an hour, to get towed. got so weak from waiting [chemotherapy side effect] the driver had to help me with my groceries and me to get to my 3rd floor, no elevators. morning,“nothing was wrong with the car, sir. we stated the last night”. wtf?! still had to pay for the tow: $145.00.
[] next: Medicaid didn’t cover my stay with the meds they gave me: copay of $60 bucks.
[*] today : chemo got canceled due my WBC’S being too low. gotta come back this Friday, but what sucks is again just updated my oncologist some chronic pain that refuses to go away [morphine in pill form. yeah it’s that bad] and i have this weird sleeping issue: if i wake up, no matter the time, i can’t go back to sleep, so geuss what? more bills and more freaking co-pay.[/list]
so to explain, unfortunately i had to dip into those funds! that sets a back a lot, man. I’m sorry to tell yaw this, i don’t get my only source of income UNTIL next month , and so i got nobody no one to front me some cash so yeah, we got screwed.
Might be a bad starter. Does the starter motor still try to rev, or does it just not respond at all. Also, on some newer cars, it could just be the computer freaking out.
Don’t ever apologize for using that money. If you can do the shirts, great, if you have to take care of your own stuff then its awesome you have that money to help you.
i don’t what the heck was going on. when i would start the car, at that time, all electronics including the radio would come on, but still won’t start. dealership didn’t find jack. other than “oh, your tires are a little run down and random belt needs to be changed”, spam!
i just felt like a thief doing that. it’s not fair at all to the people who’s helping.
Yo. It isn’t like we don’t know what’s happening with you or why things are going like they are. Most of all, we here in SRK Land trust you. I gotta wait until the 1st before I can help, but I will. You hang in there and kick this cancer ass.
You have cancer. Of course shit is not gonna get done quickly because you have cancer. You don’t use it as an excuse and, to some extent, we shouldn’t let you use it so we can keep moving you forward (having stuff to work puts you in a good mental condition which in turn improves your therapy) but we understand. For all we know you could die next week and then what of that money?
If you have to take care of yourself so you can take care of others, by all means do that. Any way that money goes to improve your life is not money wasted. If you can get around to making the t-shirts then fucking amazing. But people have either written the thing I wrote or watched your video. The only expectation anybody could have of you is to keep on fighting and keep on living. If we get the shirts, we get the shirts. But what we really need is you staying alive and relatively healthy.
You posting them A-Cho vids is a bad look though, could’ve been making shirt hustles during that time. Cancer niggas so damn lazy (this is obviously jokes).