I want to really not want to work here anymore…but I can’t quit otherwise I’ll forever be known as a lazy pussy by everyone I know and I’ll never forgive myself.
Hell of a situation. Keep working there and be miserable, or stop working there and be miserable.
new entry.that same temp agency hit me up today asking did i want to come in to work at Lowes warehouse.me being the mack man that i am i took the offer.Boy…idk what i was getting myself into…i get there they give me a orange vest like construction workers have on.boss shows me around the place,hands me a stick and a broom told me my job will be cleaning up the parking lot day in day out…i start and DAMN im not the darkest dude but i left that bitch looking like manute bol
it was 90 degrees outside,sweeping and picking up paper.I was like fuck nah for just 9.50 an hr…felt like i was gonna pass out.i damn near spent 10 dollars in the vending machine on water b.then what made matters worse is u cant leave until the forklift ppl finish loading up the trailer.now there 1,000s of 1,000s of pallets outside…i just did 12-6 today since it was on short notice…but these folks want me to do the same wrk tommorow from 7am-till finish…what the fuck man.i left msg telling them to just call me for the liquor runs(100 a day) fuck the other shit.smh i was at work thinking today id rather b getting bitched out by Dave 2.0 while eating out that fat ho at mickey ds then doing this bullshit…
happy i got some other jobs lined up…i met sum characters too there…dude was talkin about how he’d eat drew barrymoores ass…i was like 0_0 da fuck?why i keep meeting booty munchers
I’m going to the hospital guys. I’ll keep you updated.
damn breh everything ok?
You don’t owe anyone shit. Quit, flip everyone the bird, show them your dick, and live punk rock as fuck.
Please do. I would take your posting on SRK as a sign that you’re okay, but it being SRK and all… yeah.
:tup:
Posting your deathwish/raging manifesto on SRK would ve punk and kvlt AS FUCK! At least, it should be…
Alright uh…well last night I had a pretty bad panic attack (sort of work related but I wasn’t working at the time) and a suicidal thought or two flashed through my mind so I got myself checked in. I’m home now (well I was home 9 hours ago but I went straight to sleep).
Just so you know in my experience you will encounter similar situations no matter what job you’ll be doing. learn to cope with it, leave it behind you and move on. this will make you better in the long run. i know it is difficult but life’s not fair to anyone. tomorrow will be a new day.
If you’re getting those kind of thoughts working there, it’s time to find something better.
I had anxiety pangs during my call center run. Not doing that shit again if I can help it. Post office is a little tougher physically (and I have Sgt. Doakes for a boss 
) but knowing (for the most part) what I’m getting into everyday helps take the edge off.
Idk if it was from me working there, or for me being undecided in wanting to leave or whatever but…idk. I have followup appointments next week and I called my boss and I was granted a temporary leave of absence.
@Saitsu, look out for yourself, man. I know it’s kinda cliche, whatever, but if you need someone to talk to you can always PM me and be like “yo, fuck this shit, Manx!”
I’m on here like 80% of the time. Even when I’m working. Good on you for realizing something was wrong, though. And take care of yourself.
:tup:
Well I just hope I didn’t dissuade Doc from potentially entering the Convenience Store game. I’m just sure he’d handle it much better than me.
Damn mang. I hope that shit’s over with. You know you can’t be dying and missing Saturday nights and shit. Get well okay?
-Starhammer-
Define over with. I mean, I haven’t had a panic attack since last night but that’s because I’m on work leave. I still have to undergo psychiatric treatment and therapy sessions.
I remember a time on SRK where some people were having personal issues. Many said, “You can always PM me about it.” Some took up those offers. Later on, the personal shit they put out there was posted on SRK. This was around 2002-2003 I think. But I can’t remember all the details.
Damn Saitsu, I hope you’re going to be ok. I was like that when I was younger but one day I woke up and thought about the situation and was like fuck it, I’m not going to let nobody dictate how I live my life or make me upset to the point I want to end it all and it’s been working for me ever since. My job has always done bullshit to me, it just happens in spurts and one of those spurts is happening right now. I just look at them and keep it moving like this…
I can’t seem to get another laboratory job. I can’t even get positions that were originally for people straight out of high school with these degree and work experience. I don’t have enough money to go back to school as I barely got paid from my first job anyway. Anyone have any tips as to go about obtaining any sort of position that will get rent money? I have pretty much given up on pursuing a career as a chemist. Fucking sucks that you can do everything perfectly and even contribute enough to increase company revenue 30% over the years yet have the company go under because one arrogant bitch messes up one contract.
Work as a waiter/bartender.
ah. Yeah, been there, done that.
@ the cup headphones.
^This right here. For some reason, no job can exist without pissing off the workers. They HAVE to do unnecessary shit. Why? I do not know. Fortunately, I don’t work for anyone anymore and I never will again. As soon as you can get away from dealing with the stress, the better. Just don’t end up getting hooked on booze and/or drugs. it won’t help. Trust me on that.
-Starhammer-