I wish I could be as baller as Magnetix’s dick. 
I only clicked the thread because the title made it look like you had a seizure while typing it. First post pretty much looks the same way.
Get well soon OP
Yo. I seriously didn’t read anything this bitch typed in so can some one summarize what the hell he was talking about. Is this about wrestling?
Quote of the day: “I don’t believe in the Illuminati, but I do believe in hackers sending pizzas to your home.”
No, I am not from Dallas
We are afraid of spiders. Really!!! We are!!! Think back for a second on a moment in your life where you thought you were in total control. Like you were the master of the theater and you already knew the outcome of every interaction happening on stage. You even wrote the dialogue and you know the exact reaction the intent receiver is going to give. The music starts playing and regardless how loud or soft, you know which mood is going to convey. But we are not perfect! Slowly people forget lines, wrong notes are play, an accidents happens right on stage. Improvisation is needed, but what actions is going to take place? Hurry quick!!! Make everything Right Again!! But it does not matter. Life gives you scenarios where you have to take quick decisions and operate in ways where there is no clear path ahead.
I guess your DNA takes everything up to that moment in your life and figure out a quick solution that regardless of the outcome already been played you go back and keep changing it in your head to make it play perfect. But of course, what this perfect is changes with time. What you deem of a correct certain way to act, to be a good way of living, to be true morals, change with time. Pretty obvious stuff, but you keep going back and back and back to that moment in time and change the actions taken. The outline of your results are not the same anymore. You see, you think you need to be true to yourself. About every aspect of your life. Not only flow and fill the cup but morph into the cup itself.
Is there as such a thing like ugly duckling into beautiful swan transformation? We believe what we want to believe. But you don’t become anything. Your not a Doctor, you practice medicine. You are not a Smart person, but you do are very knowledgeable about specifics topics. You are not a minimalist, you can’t become a minimalist, I could go as far to say fuck becoming a minimalist. Push yourself, act, take action and forget about becoming. Forget about control!!! Be front row on the space shuttle taking people to Mars. On average only 6.6 people die from venomous spider bites each year. You immobilize yourself, feeling the crawling on your skin making it shake and tremble as your heart rate and your very own energy comes rushing out. Ask yourself, Why are you so afraid of Spiders?
Two sides to every coin, each flip one step closer.
Langley, R.L. Animal-Related Fatalities in the United States - An Update Wilderness and Environmental Medicine Vol. 16 pp. 67-74 (2005)
This thread still alive?
