Man , a girl that sits next to me in class may have went missing last week . Life is just too serious nowadays , And it’s really depressing . I can’t think of anything worse than someone just …disappearing . Hope you can find a way over it.
A good friend of mine hung himself over the Summer, so I can sympathize. It’s tough. He was battling with depression and didn’t win the fight, unfortunately.
I used to think about it frequently, I still do sometimes (a few times a week). I won’t go into detail as to why unless people want to hear it but I’m a very unhappy person in general and I see no way out of my situation (I know how to fake smile for people and tell jokes, but inside I really don’t give a shit). If it wasn’t for my parents and thinking about how it would impact them I would have certainly attempted it by now.
Sorry for your loss Jaehoon. I’ve known people who have committed suicide, but they were never close friends. Two were soldiers with PTSD. They never got the help they needed and ended up taking their own lives. Its just senseless, and I have are platitudes, so I’ll spare you them.
There’s always a way out, even if you have to do this:
He had it, I do as well. I was also off his Lithium and refused any help to help him obtain it. He was prideful and stubborn and wanted to do everything on his own, kind of like a lot of us.
Just wanted to thank anyone who responded during this time. Had a bit of a mental breakdown yesterday, not something I am proud of being as stubborn as I am. I think I will finally set up that VA appointment I have been putting off and get some help, might be time to face the fact that I can not do everything on my own.
Anyone who takes the suicide option is a coward, theres so many people who go trough the worst shit one can imagine and they hold to life, its always a good thing to have someone’s else perspective of life, it really motivates oneself to keep it up:
I’m okay with people offing themselves. It’s their choice and if they want to make it who am I to interfere?