Hey Lord William. I think there’s a lot more important things in life to be upset about than people shitting on your game.
I’ve shared my life story with people here before. And you read them before.
I suffer from severe haemophilia and get spontaneous internal bleeding and injections at least once a week as a result. Medical bills average $600-1k a month. Can be higher.
I suffer from overactive bladder and have to pee every 30-45 minutes. Sometimes even more often. Why do you think I’m up posting this at almost 4am?
I don’t get enough rest because of this and I go to work very fatigued, yet I fight on and do my job well.
My liver is damaged, enlarged and hardened and its painful due to hepatitis C. I got it 20+ years ago because the haemophilia injection I used back then was contaminated. A lot of haemophiliacs in the late 1980s and early 1990s suffer from hepatitis C and liver damage as a result of this.
I got my heart severely broken in 2015. The first girl whom I thought really loved and cared for me ran away with another guy. I had to discover it by going to Instagram and saw her kissing another guy.
My parents had a major violent fight. One ended up in hospital. Police came over. One of them is initiating divorce due to frequent fights all the time. I’m hoping it will not happen.
I got bullied at work as a stockbroker. (left it in 2015 to pursue film acting and teaching piano.)
My mum is having a heart disorder and I don’t know how many years she has left. She’s going to the hospital twice a month for scans, blood tests etc and I’m worried sick.
I survived 4 suicide attempts due to being bullied at work and the broken heart and the huge fight my parents had. It all happened in the same year. And of course struggling due to the pain because of my illnesses. And I still miss her. Every single day even though its been 4 years. And she’s probably forgotten about me. Do you know how much that sucks?
Just last week I asked my friend to sneak a peek at her Facebook/Instagram just to find out if she’s doing ok. I can’t bear looking at her again because I love her so much still but I had to know that she’s doing ok.
I’m not saying you can’t be upset when people diss your game. Allow yourself to be upset. But don’t let it control you.
I’m also not asking you to compare what I’m going through to make u feel bad for being upset at such a small thing like people dissing your game. We all deal with shit differently. But theres a point in time we need to tell ourselves to move on and let go.
I’m still suffering from depression. It will not go away. But I do look forward to simple things in life to help ease the pain I’m going through. Stuff like movies with friends, dinner, having my friends over to play sfv, watching CPT and tekken world tour events.
I understand that people dissing your game sucks and you aren’t Evo Champ material. But look at all the things you have. Don’t just focus on what you don’t have. Find small things to be excited about.
I’m gonna watch Annabelle Comes Home with a friend and going for a teppanyaki dinner tomorrow. Its going to be a great day. Because I’m going to make it one.