Not another Gay thread... version 2.0.5

No, I’m saying I used to watch it back then. They might still have passed for a few years, I don’t know.

ANYWAYS, show rocked hard. :smiley:

Oh, and LOL at New Gladiator’s show: http://perezhilton.com/?p=10748

I love rain…:lovin:

Not when it pours and gets you all soaked wet while trying to get to your car. :sad: (like it did earlier)

Instead, when you’re laying in bed, lights are out, you’re nice and warm and comfy and you hear it hitting your window, the trees, the sidewalk and the world out there. It brings back memories…it brings new thoughts. It seems like life’s problems just vanish away and leave alone the rain and I. Nothing else matters at this moment, and I love it. The only thing greater is waking up to the rain outside, where it’s only partially light out, since the sun is covered by the ominous clouds. The only problem is, when I wake up and the rain is out, the last thing I want to do is wake up, get ready for work and run through the pouring rain, and get all soaking wet while trying to get to my car. :sweat:

I’m happy :wonder:

Rain FTW :woot: I like washington.

I cant stand the rain… 'gainst my window… I cant stand the rain

Cold rainy outside = great snuggling conditions. In our house it seems like whenever its freezing and snowy outside we are almost always doing the deed, what can i say we’re bears.

Iwst your description was almost poetic. Well done.

rain makes my moustache droop.

But I love it anyway. Living in Arizone for 12 years, you learn to appreciate it.

…seriously.

I predict that before 2008 ends Quiche will have his first gay experience.

Also do you guys have any resolutions for 2008?

I think I got the rain love from my mom. It would never rain in our city but when it did it was awesome and she loved it. I’m traveling to Cancun this weekend to spend xmas with my mom (haven’t spent xmas with her in 10 years), and it’s supposed to rain on xmas. Maybe it was meant to be <3

Also, I grew up in Palm Springs, so with 120 degree weather you learn to LOVE rain, even a slight drizzle.

I can’t think of any resolutions…then again I don’t really make resolutions for the new year. I think I’ll make it to meet one of you guys in real life. More than likely it will be Mech or GTC. Or if I visit my dad in San Antonio it will definetly be DLJ so he can show me his rogue skillz. :wgrin:

Urrrrrrgggghhhhhh!!! I lost my job on Monday. Remember how I told ya’ll they were accusing me of stealing a few months ago? Well apparently they said I was doing it again and just fired me. Fuck them! I work at the worst gay bar on the strip struggling to make ends meet and they wanna say I’m taking money? Shit I SHOULD have been taking money. Sons of bitches.

It’s not the worst thing in the world though to be fired from a job that sucks. I’m gonna start my tax work the week after next so it’s not a total disaster. Not to mention I do have a job lead shortly after New Year’s. It just sucks to have this sprung on me all of a sudden.

It’s funny cause I hung out with the dude, name’s AJ by the way, and we were chatting and I just told him “You know it’s funny, I was intimidated by you cause you’re smart, intelligent, funny, successful and all that, and that was when I HAD a job.”

Fuck dude, sorry to hear. I fucking hate shitty jobs like that, especially when you get treated like shit for doing your job better than others, or actually caring to make a difference. Eventually you stop caring though. Something better will come up, I know it.

Yeah I feel your pain DLJ, I just got put on fucking work probation. So I set two fucking alarms and does either one go off? Of course fucking not. OF COURSE FUCKING NOT. FUCK SHIT ASE;LRJKASD;FLKJASDF;LKJASDFLKJADSF so since there was nobody there to open the shop I lose my morning hours and have extra remedial bullshit tasks to do at work when I do get to work. On top of that, I get home and find another bill - a PUD (energy) bill. Okay, that’s usually what 40-50 bucks? THEY FUCKING WANT A $200+ DEPOSIT BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE CREDIT. Did they fucking correlate this bullshit? FUCK. So on top of having my hours cut, I have a $225 ticket to pay, a random fucking BULLSHIT $200 deposit, a fucking ridiculous $60-70 internet bill; not to mention it’s fucking christmas in a week. Happy shiteating holidays, I hope I vomit in my sleep and choke to death on it before I wake up. :bluu: Now I REALLY gotta get my hustle on full time to pay my bills. I sure hope this friday is a payday.

lol, yeah I feel the no car thing. My truck broke down the day I got fired. It was like a double whammy.

But anyway fuck it, there’s better shit just around the corner. Well at least maybe a handjob in the forseeable future.

New pics.

Awwwwwwww lil gatito. <3 <3 <3

yer face is all in that pussy :rofl::sweat:

you’ve got some killer lips dude.

say goose.

LOL I just recently took some cat pics too…

http://a278.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/12/l_3c945ba28c36db01e20d59d7e7f05285.jpg <-- lolz

this cat’s really infatuated with me :lol:

Aw, que chulos. :lovin:

awww, kitties <3

Wait, what?

You’re like my other roommate who thinks underneath it all, everyone is secretly christian.

…seriously.

A fine mess…

So… remember i was telling you guys about my friend who is in a monogamus relationship with his bf, and i have all this sexual tension with but would never act on it.

Yesterday night we were talking and man he dropped a bomb on me. We were chatting like usual and then he told me about this dream he had with me in it. (Uh oh) he was saying that he didn’t remember us doing anything sexual but just like alot of spooning and making out and stuff like that.

So … I belive that straight talk, makes for straight understanding so i just decided to address the elephant in the room and I asked "what do you think that means?"
He started to clam up so i told him what i feel sometimes when we are together hanging out… the awkward pauses and the moments that feel like we’re about to make out and so on. He was put a little more at ease I think cause he says that In alot of ways I scare him.
Which was like whoa. I’ve never put the moves on this guy, we joke around and talk about hot bears and stuff so i was a little perplexed.

but then he says that he’s (he’s 31) only ever been attracted to older (50+ years old) daddy bears and never ever anyone younger but he “feels something” with me and that scares him.

We talked more but ultimately i told him I love the friendship we have and the fact that we have so much love for eachother as friends would make it really troublesome if we added sex to our friendship. I could end up falling in love with this guy then I’m in HUGE trouble… cause Angel has a Sword collection and a firey puerto rican spirit. I would most definitely get Fiona’s super done on me… followed by that orochikalcos super with all the swords … throw in hamarou’s standing feirce x40 if that ever happened.

I mean after all of that i confirmed that I still love him as a friend and he likewise.

It’s just now that i know all of this. …

Also I don’t know if i’ll mention this to Angel cause I don’t want him to feel awkward around Charles. Ugh… this just feels so… complicated.

I don’t wanna cut him off cause I really do like this guy and our friendship. But man … I don’t wanna be hugging him and smooching him like i do with all my buds and then in a split second it turns into this … I dont’ know. I’m really trying to be respectful of him and his relationship with his bf.

I think i’m not going to rush to make a decision on how to proceed with him. I mean he’s my friend right? first and formost he’s my friend and I’ll just see how things go. If it gets to difficult to carry on then I guess i’ll have to put some distance between us. I don’t know. What do you guys think? should i just cut and run?

Yeah, just let it go. He might think you love him back if anything happens and try dump his BF to be with you forever, and he’ll expect you to dump your BF to be with him forever and live happily ever after. Not that this scenerio recently happened to me with my partner’s co-worker or anything…oh wait it did. :confused:

Since I had to learn things the hard way, just try to stay friends, if he starts getting too friendly, you might have to give him the cold shoulder…might not want to tell Angel about him though…wait it out and see what happens.