I'm no longer here for a little bit

rogueyoshi · 2010-11-26T08:35:29.000Z

Dear, Livejournal…

Jarekov · 2010-11-26T08:40:25.000Z

Torrie_De_Goddess:

Well, no luck.

There are other things for me to discuss however. First of all, today IS Thanksgiving. That being said, I want thank Mr. Chaos for giving me back my privileges! I still can’t believe that this thread was unlocked. Other than being grateful that I was able to live for another thanksgiving, this year I felt kind of lonely. My family has been torn apart since 05 really and every year I pray that the next year is better.

Christmas 2008 was almost a wish come true, but then something happened and shattered my dream. That seems to always happen. What happened to the person I once was? How did I so easily allow things to harm me? I mean, I can easily ignore things on the outside, but things on the inside offer a very challenging battle. Sad to say it, but I don’t really have a family member I can turn to. Well, maybe my brother, but he’s going thru his own stuff.

Young are we so hard a law. How should we obey it? And our bodies they are young. Shall they have no say in it? Tell me. Please. I think that I cry myself to sleep during the holidays a little to often. Maybe because I’m no longer a child. Maybe because I feel that the person I once was has been killed.

Why did all of this have to happen to me? I mean, I’m not looking for an easy road. I’d just like for some angel to at least tell me that they care and that I’m heading on the right path. I don’t know how to start over. Every time I feel like I’m flying, I wake up and realize that my wings have been stripped. I put myself through hell just so hell wouldn’t push it’s self on me. For what? What did I actually accomplish? That I’m a survivor? That people actually do care when they have the feeling that I’ve been killed? Why not show me that you care while I’m alive and well? Why?

It hurts. It really does. What can ya do though? Just have to roll with the punches until you develop a thick shell. Well, I think I’ve already cased myself in a thick shell. That’s not a good thing. Sure, people say oh Torrie your beautiful, you can probably get anybody you want. Really? I can? Well, what about someone I need? I attract nutcases and I scare the good guys away. Or I run away. Either or, but none are directly an advert. I do my very best to shut up, suck up, and overcome. Faking it till I make it, but after years of this, my mind can no longer do what it was once capable of.

What happened to the person that I once saw in the mirror? Weakling.

Christmas is next month, and that spells the end for 10. Hopefully, 11 is better and I’m placing all of my bets that 11 will be my year to finally soar. Life is what you make of it. Ya know? I wanted to enter that MvC3 Art contest. Doesn’t matter if I won, so long as I was able to draw a great pic and have the guys at Capcom view it. Well, pic’s finished. Wasn’t able to send it in though. Well, I can wait another 10 years, right? lol

I surely hope everyone else had a great Thanksgiving with their families. With many many more in the near future. Come 2011, this old crab is dishing away that old shell and is going to finally live the life of a star. I’m gonna grasp this life tightly in my hands instead of allowing it to control me. My story is mine to write, so no more handing other people the pencil.

I’m a Queen in my eyes because in the eyes of others I’m a peasant. A peasant that will never gain the respect or the love of anyone but it’s own shadow. Hell, even my shadow leaves me at times.

Blah blah blah enough of this lol I’m still happy that at least I have one place I can go to when I’m feeling down:D

I didnt read this but Im going to assume that in that wall of text was an admittal to having a dick.

Thanks for finally coming to terms with this.

Torrie_De_Goddess · 2010-11-26T08:45:14.000Z

Jarekov:

I didnt read this but Im going to assume that in that wall of text was an admittal to having a dick.

Thanks for finally coming to terms with this.

smh believe what you want but can’t accept your thanks for something I didn’t give. Happy Thankgiving.

Muff_Daddy · 2010-11-26T08:51:05.000Z

Torrie_De_Goddess:

hmmmm…I don’t think you read my entire post. Of course I didn’t know who “Marvin” was till a week or so later. That’s when I brought it up to my friend. Who’s name is SHANE. That’s when he fessed up. Why in the hell would he acknowledge that he knew me if he was trying to get rid of me first of all? He just fed off of some of the things people have said about me and exacerbated them to new heights. We’re cool now though so I don’t care lol

How I know you’re lying:

Even if Marvin (or “Shane”) knew you were a female, he specifically said you should be banned from CU because he thought you were a, “fat, gay, smelling bitch boy that likes pretending to be a slutty chick”, which pretty much describes you to a T.
You claim to be a female who won a Mvc2 tourney and then won the right to declare that a “sex party” was going to take place without any mention of your non-existent vagina being penetrated.

Marvin was right: post the pic of you holding the sign we asked for in the Lounge, otherwise I think you should be banned for bad trolling.

SuGaR · 2010-11-26T08:52:16.000Z

You type too well to be a girl. Especially a 20 year old girl. evry grl i no types like this…XD

Torrie_De_Goddess · 2010-11-26T09:00:05.000Z

Muff_Daddy:

How I know you’re lying:

Even if Marvin (or “Shane”) knew you were a female, he specifically said you should be banned from CU because he thought you were a, “fat, gay, smelling bitch boy that likes pretending to be a slutty chick”, which pretty much describes you to a T.

You claim to be a female who won a Mvc2 tourney and then won the right to declare that a “sex party” was going to take place without any mention of your non-existent vagina being penetrated.

Marvin was right: post the pic of you holding the sign we asked for in the Lounge, otherwise I think you should be banned for bad trolling.

I’m not feeding you anymore. okay? I said everything clearly. It happened, I learned my lesson. I pissed my friend off, he got back at me on the sneak tip. It had nothing to do with you. I could careless if you believe the story, I’m not proving it at all.

@Eminem:
I’m not a stupid girl and it’s a shame you look at all of us the same way. You should know what it means to be different since you’re a white rapper in an industry dominated by black guys. But whatever, I’m wrong again.

FurryCurry · 2010-11-26T09:01:55.000Z

Do you have a blog Torrie?

Yuna · 2010-11-26T09:05:01.000Z

FurryCurry:

Do you have a blog Torrie?

She has five, which means that her number of blogs is greater than the length of her penis.

rogueyoshi · 2010-11-26T09:08:38.000Z

i think im subscribing… it has been a good while since we had a nice, quality thread like this (last one was probably that president of srk thread)

SoVi3t · 2010-11-26T09:10:30.000Z

so u got a bunch of MvC2 guys together, got THEM drunk, then made THEM fuck each other…mmmm hmmmm…

. That being said, I want thank Mr. Chaos for giving me back my privileges! I still can’t believe that this thread was unlocked.

yeah…cuz he did it for reasons that are beneficial to you

as long as your penis is smaller than mine (which it is), carry on

Lucretz · 2010-11-26T09:15:12.000Z

Hay guys ~
I heard this thread was about trolls with small penises. : o

MobKiLLer · 2010-11-26T10:10:54.000Z

Hai I dorm at NJIT in Newark, we should meet up I also have MvC2 and some friends who don’t play it, but I could still get them together for our own little MvC2 sex party!

Muff_Daddy · 2010-11-26T10:36:48.000Z

Torrie_De_Goddess:

I’m not feeding you anymore. okay?

Feed yourself by gobbling on your own dick, she-bro. I’m not eating your lied-filled penis sausages you ol’ Wolfgang Puck as motherfucker. Mods opened this dumb ass thread for shits and giggles. The rest of us are providing the giggles while your gaping gay man ass is providing the uncontrollable shits.

…in all seriousness though, thanks for showing up in GD and being random and silly. We need more people like you.

SoVi3t · 2010-11-26T10:44:36.000Z

we need to breed Million to Torrie, and see what sort of beast we get

FurryCurry · 2010-11-26T11:10:50.000Z

SoVi3t:

we need to breed Million to Torrie, and see what sort of beast we get

I just picture whole towns collapsing.

I_Am_Lothar · 2010-11-26T11:14:33.000Z

How should I teach an attention whore a lesson? I know, I’ll post in her thread with witty repartee.

imo.

Torrie_De_Goddess · 2010-11-26T17:25:50.000Z

Morning luvs!

I woke up this morning to go jogging with my friend right? So, tell me why she texted me this morning and told me that there was a package on my door step? We took the package inside and guess what it was?

Keep guessing…

Yeah, it was a pair of diamond earrings, stapled to a PS3! I was like oh my f’ing gosh. Did sum nutjob from my thread find my address? No lol the plot thickens. Me and my girl open the PS3 box, which was awfully light, and guess what was in there?

Keep guessing…

A bunch of mixtapes (love songs), a new vibrator, a ticket/coupon to some spa in manhattan, and fuckin pictures of a damn pierced penis!! There is only one guy I dated with a damn pierced penis. This shit had me and my gurl on ROFLing!!!

I’m going to show this to my clique over lunch lol the earrings weren’t even princess cut lol and they were diamond and gold. I do not were gold and everyone knows this.

The vibrator was ok though, of course I haven’t used it yet though. I really would’ve liked a PS3 lol I was trolled in real life.

Anyways, me and Kieya went running right (at watsessing park) tell me why on our way there we saw people driving like they were on crack lol I had forgotten all about black friday!! Well, do I really need to remember it anyways?

I don’t have kids, no boyfriend, and I’m not a child anymore so no gifts. Anyways, I do most of my shopping online. I need to get me more shoes but my damn father is an ass lol he always tells me that’s why women go broke upon retiring. lmao seriously though, I was on Zara.com and there was this jacket that was so fierce!!! and they had these silver heels to match them!! Now tell me this, why in the hell does the Zara in NJ not have them in stock? The nearest one that does is in NY and I am not about to catch the train there to go buy a jacket and some heels. Well, not now anyways. I might go to the village tonight so if Zara is open I might run in and get it.

I want a new D&G bag as well. Of course, I’ll be damned if I buy it. Time to put on an Emma Frost and find a guy to do it! Trust me, it works rather well

Weeks · 2010-11-26T17:30:23.000Z

Muff_Daddy:

…in all seriousness though, thanks for showing up in GD and being random and silly. We need more people like you.

!!!

you take that back you son of a bitch!

Torrie_De_Goddess · 2010-11-26T17:46:37.000Z

Weeks:

!!!

you take that back you son of a bitch!

The guys love me cutie!! Tee hee!
http://westtownrecording.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/Just-Love-Me-Art-e1288912480586.jpg

RoninChaos · 2010-11-26T17:50:53.000Z

Torrie_De_Goddess:

I’m not feeding you anymore. okay? I said everything clearly. It happened, I learned my lesson. I pissed my friend off, he got back at me on the sneak tip. It had nothing to do with you. I could careless if you believe the story, I’m not proving it at all.

That’s cause you have a dick.

End of thread.