I said I have to do this to feel good about myself. Its cool what you think, you got a point of course, but I just felt I had to do this.
Honestly anyone who read all that deserves a medal. I wrote it as best and honestly as I could. Sometimes you just gotta throw up words to finally get them out.
Like I said, they blocked me, even the girl of course blocked me on fb. I sent the arcades twitch channel messages even XD
Im just glad you guys are reading this. I really feel like I deserve to have people hear what my side of the story is…
Again no anger anymore. Drinking cough syrup for a week and rethinking my life and why or why i didnt do or not do things really made me finally to have to give up my hate and anger to myself and then all my hate and anger at humanity that was killing me left too! I drink vicks dayquil, no acetaminophen or other junk in it besides corn syrup. DXM hbr is being looked into as an antidepressant and if you read the warning label youll see it says not to take it if youre on MAOIs XD cause itll work better than they will! XD At least it did for me, it could maybe end up ruining someone. It shuts off your nervous system after all, and one night my heart felt like it was exploding. The process of remembering stuff you havent thought of could bring up some really horrible stuff. Its a trip and if you drink a whole bottle of 30mg per serving listen to AEnima and Lateralus by TOOL with really good headphones and just go out into the universe.
They showed peoples photos but blurred them, so if youre those peopel watching the news report and its your photos youll know its yours but other people dont.
[list][]Someone sent Raz0r the drink with a Dragon Dildo “Free Drink, I’ll take it, keep the dick tho”
[]Someone sent NickRocks a Protein Shake (TraderJoeJoe’s Cookies & Cream)
[]Sailor Moon Neesa Thirst Quencher Sold Out
[]Someone sent Phantom the bloody youffdieed (non-alcoholic Bloody Mary with a lot of AKATSUKI black pepper)
[]Someone ordered cole slaw for @Boel
[]Spidermen ordered the “Ellen Paige” Zima with tiny cherry fruit in it.
[*]Someone told the Smash Kid over the intercom, your mom wants to remind you to change your underwear and you have to come back home by 8:30 and she will not pay for what you broke or required to be disinfected (really just burned after you touched or sat on things) again so that’s coming out of your allowance your dad doesn’t even want you to get anymore because you’re 22. (Get a job. Work in Nintendos yeah! You do that all day but can’t find a job doing what you like, MOM SMASH IS GOING TO BE ESPORTS AND I WONT HAVE TO GET A JOB!!!)
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I just ordered Papa Johns today, turns out my moms had a netspend card for me and when I asked about ordering a pizza she told me. XD The universe is full of riches you dont even know is under your nose, it was under a night lamp. XD Then I went to the store and they had a huge garlic bread sale…I and ran home after I bought more soda and cough syrup. XD
Nah I’m not talking about the dip (think that’s garlic mayo) although that is awesome, I’m talking garlic butter on the pizza, a place near where a couple of my mates live does it and it’s godlike.
it’s def NOT mayo, it’s garlic cooked or perhaps garlic powder in melted butter but you know what i’m getting at homie.
i don’t wanna post a bazillion images to get the point across since i ain’t HAX you know.
def gdlk if it’s on pizza. jeez, i’m craving for some pizza right now with all this talk of garlic butter.
sincere apologies to WTF-AKUMA-HAX as i only wished to have you bless this forsaken thread with your presence.
